Monday, January 31, 2011

Day of Decision

I have to admit I've been doing a lot of thinking about the Pudge Song of The Month and the blog and all...

The big question being, do I want to keep on doing this? It's a lot of work. I only have a couple more songs in the tank and I'm not as excited about them as the songs I've already put out. I've gone through the "good" songs. So I should probably start writing new material. That's even more work.

and is it all worth it? Why am I doing this? Is it for fame and recognition? That certainly isn't happening. Is it strictly for me? Is this a totally self indulgent excercise? The bottom line in many ways is... am I enjoying this?

I think the answer is yes. I think... I'm going to go ahead and put out the song for this month that I have ready to go. I have a couple good ideas in my head for songs for the next couple of months. I may end up slacking more though. Not sticking to a song a month. We'll see... If I can keep it up, great. But I'm not going to beat myself up about it. If the muse strikes me and I get a creative spark I'll put out a song. If I'm super busy and don't have any inspiration or energy I won't bother.

in the meantime... today I'll be working on Dreamweaver and doing some updates.